First off, I would like to reuse a gif.  It fits how I feel right now!

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Replace that we’re to I’m!  Holy cow!!!  I didn’t expect to win anything much less any of these!!!!!

I get the idea you guys REALLY liked All I Want.  I will promise you this, if nothing else, I will write it when I am back in Tucson this winter!  I am going for about the same amount of time that I did two years ago, and it inspired the first one… I am truly blown away that you guys picked it as first place!!! Over my favorites even!!!  I am truly blessed!!!

And then to win second place in Otherworld, and 3rd for Romance?!?!?  Thanks!!!!

Finally there is You’re!!!  I get the idea!! I will be working on that as soon as I can!!!

Truly….  I did this when I read through the awards this morning:

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I would truly like to congratulate the following ladies, My very own 4Padfoot, Bertie Bott, Meridian, Mommy4Thomas. Then these FANTASTIC ladies who I count as friends: Dr Harleen Frances Quinzel, California Kat, hisviks, and The Darkest Falling Star. Then these ladies I follow their sites: CaraNo, Morggy, and chicpea, You ladies rock!!!

The vacay was awesome.  I spent the time with my mother in law, and we (including M) went all over Houston.  She had been here on a convention for Emergency services.  And she was quite amazed by our cities readiness.

And of course they had a laugh on TS Bill at the convention.  I told you he was a joke.

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Huge reminder, the Fairy Tales contest is ending at midnight tomorrow.  Get your entries in.  This means on the first, I will be busy making the banners for each entry.  Once that is done, then 4Padfoot needs to set up the polls and so on.   We try to get them out to you as quickly as possible.

So while I was gone, I would hit up wifi spots to reblog things.  I kept seeing something that I had done good in the Fanatic Fanfics, but I didn’t look it up.  As it was, trying to explain that I really feel like my muse is not me, and how I often don’t know the ending to my own stories, until it is written.  And how there was all these little clues I scattered into the story without knowing and so on, well let’s just say its a good thing my Mother in Law knows me so well, or I would be in a white coat this morning.

It is really hard to explain it to someone who has no idea.  M even tried to explain it.  He made more sense, but he told me it was a little more out there than most would think.  But his description?  My subconscious is my muse…   If so, the little bitch needs to behave even more!!!!

So I squealed, then tried to explain it.  And gave up.   She supports me 100% but doesn’t really understand.  I can deal with that.

While this past week came about, I got two new Cousins, (Nephews).  To be clear, I have 3 normal Nephews. As in they are my nephews because 2 are my brothers, and 1 is my sister in laws.  However, because of how close the real family used to be, I was raised with my cousins being closer than cousins.  So all the current babies call me Aunt Wendy.  And M has a butchered name, but it is accepted by all of us.  They have slowly made it into fics.  I have Riley, need to add Evan and the new ones into it.

One of them was Korbin, which came first.  And then came Noah.  Noah was special….

About 3 years ago my Grandfather died of Alzheimer’s.  That had started my year of bad luck, since Bear died, and then the following year is when my dad died as well as my mom being diagnosed with Breast Cancer.   It is what made me go to Tucson for a month and half to get away from everything.  And what led to AIW being written.

But my grandfather’s birthday would have been yesterday.  And Noah, after much pain for mom, came into the world in the last hour possible to make it a day we still celebrate, just with joy and slight sadness for the man who had the birthday first.  What a way to honor him…

I am meandering alot this day, sorry!  But being on vacation means that the slight control I had over the muse, is gone.  Which is good since I have alot I need to get done!

The review for this week from Non-canon Awards is the following:

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It truly is an awesome story, and if you follow her on her site, you get updates one day earlier!!!

There should be more stuff to tell you, but I am completely lost if there are!!! There should be an update of a story this week.  No Promises, since The betas have RL and they have to get back into gear like me!!!

Oh yeah!!!

Stormy!!! She is out and about the house.  The dogs watch her every step, but she loves it.  Here is a pic for you to aww over like I did when I took it.

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C-ya later!

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